Dad,
I am sorry to hear about Bon Bon. Though I knew the chances of seeing her again were small, I had hope here towards the end of my mission. I as well was expecting to receive an email saying she was feeling better. Though I knew this email was always a possibility. I will miss her as I have missed her on my mission. Though I worry about you now knowing the bond that you had with her. If a 20 year old son could give advice to a father it would be to remember that you will see her again in the life to come. But she will look different as her body will not have the effects of old age on it. She will look very different to me as I never knew her under the age of 79. Which is incredible for me to think of. Remember the wonderful times that you had with her. I will always remember the wonderful times I had with her going out to eat and spending those years in Tucson. It is sad that all the good times pass away. And we have to keep creating new ones. One day my kids will have the memory of all the good times they had going out to eat with you and Mom. And then when they are on their missions they will wish that they were there again having dinner. I am glad that everyone was able to get together and celebrate her life. I wish I could have been there.
Remember to move forward and press on. Though the good times always will pass by, so will the bad times.
This week had been difficult for me as I have switched companions. With change and me comes anxiety so I continue to battle and hope for the best. I know with time things will settle down.
My new favorite soccer team is Barcelona.
I love you. I love Mom as well. Kate and Anne too. Remember that. Though I have a hard time saying how I feel I have made it a goal to be better with this when I come back. It will help me in life. Listen to this talk, it always makes me feel better.
Your son,
William